Joh's POV

They want for me to be outspoken,  To leave my comfort zone, But I have grown to be my own comfort. They want me to mingle, But I’d rather be single in my space. They want me to be perfect, But my imperfections make me who I am. They want me to dress, talk, walk  Like their baby girl forever, Can I be my girl, for once? and learn from my mistakes. They want me to be some kind of person Just so people would say nice things. “I don’t care what they say”  I yell,  begging my tears not to betray me  “you should care” they yell back. Their words pierce through my heart and I think of   SUICIDE Rather, SWEET-SIDE  Coz it would take away the pain, FOREVER. Can I take matters into my hands? and free them from this burden they call “child”! Maybe, just maybe, by all means possible,  they’d have another, Who would be all I never was, A people’s person,  Their definition of PERFECT and GOOD ENOUGH. Alas! uncertainty and love hold me back. Uncertain...

  The silence is so loud, We can almost touch it. The laughter slowly fades away Conversations are now “hellos and byes” We yearned for forever But… Oh yes! It was worth it, I wouldn’t trade the moments for anything in the world, moments that have turned to memories I would have enjoyed every second as if it were my last But… We came, we saw, we conquered I longed for better, for best, forever Learning and loving each passing day Hey! The sparks are all gone and  just like physics we’ve become like charges Too (two) positive, hence no attraction.